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Caellel

Life Log; Take 1

So...fellow reader...you may or may not have noticed that I basically stopped making blog posts like almost a month ago XD. The truth is that I kinda got lazy...and the thought of wanting to post something more substantial than just cute pictures made my creative juices run dry... -_-'

Well...since I'm now back in school, I guess I have a bit more that I can post about.

Thanks to a program offered at my university, I had the opportunity to work an engineering job for 16 months between my 3rd and 4th years of completing my Bachelor's degree. This experience greatly changed my perspective on the academics that had previously dominated my life. The academic environment and the work environment are completely different (doesn't take a genius to figure that one out). One thing that they do share in common is the necessity for self-motivated learning and effort in order to get ahead. I've always had the aspiration of working on the cutting edge of technology, so I've spent a long time wondering if I should pursue this through academics (masters -> PhD -> academic research, etc), or if I could somehow involve myself in R&D in an industrial setting. During the time I spent working at AMD as a software engineer, I learned a rather important lesson about innovation. There are many ways of innovating, not just from an academic or R&D perspective. I learned that even within the scope of applying existing technologies for the development of new products, it is possible to innovate by discovering new optimizations, in other words, how to use the existing technology better. Having the chance to get some hands on experience on this type of innovation really opened my eyes to a new possibility for me to pursue in the future. I've realized now that my own self-motivated interest to innovate does not depend entirely on getting a PhD and pursuing a life inside a lab. It's important to keep pushing forward and improving how we use our currently available technologies, so that we can get the maximum benefit of the effort put in by the people at the forefront of these technologies.

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Sadly...the 16 months I spent working also caused me to forget a lot of the things i learned in my first 3 years of study...which is now coming back to bite me as I start my 4th year. I have to go relearn linear algebra...statistics, and whatnot...I'm a bit anxious about whether or not ill be able to succeed this year. My general lack of confidence impacts me in pretty much anything i do T_T. Anyone who's been playing league with me the last couple weeks (aka the people im in a ranked team with) will tell you that confidence is something i struggle with quite a bit. Its a problem that stems from my tendency to place higher than reasonable expectations on myself...and then failing to meet those expectations. I'm trying to deal with it by making a conscious effort to evaluate the expectations im setting for myself...but i also have a tendency to forget and just default back to my usual behaviour >_<

Anyways...im going into 4th year having very little confidence in my ability to do well...which is going to hurt my prospect for graduate school. All I can do at this point is to just study as much as I can and hope that I do well enough to keep that road open...as it stands right now...my prospects for that are pretty slim...and its rather disheartening -_-'

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Caellel

"hnnng"; Take 5

Yay, another cute art post! I don't know how many of you actually enjoy this...but personally these pictures make me feel all happy and fuzzy inside and help brighten up the day :3 And they also make me wish I had some form of artistic talent T_T

As a bit of foreshadowing...I'll be making a different post this weekend. Could be anything from a wall of text to some of my recent exploits in games that I play solo.

Aaaaaand now here's a picture of Tessa from Full Metal Panic:

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And a special feature. A friend of a friend of mine drew this EXTREMELY CUTE picture of MIku in a panda sweater:

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Caellel

"hnnng"; Take 4

Well my internet is being lame and i dont have time to make a longer and more useful post, so more art it is!

And here is Chitanda Eru from Hyouka:

honestly, among the things i will never forget from Hyouka, Chitanda-san's eyes are near the top of the list...those eyes @_@ ...if you watch the show (you should!), you will understand what i mean.

Also, here's the source: http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=29988157

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Caellel

"hnnng"; Take 3

Miku's V3 English voicebank is going to be released very soon (Aug 31)...and here's the release art @_@:

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From what ive heard so far from demos, the english voicebank is very clear and good quality, but because the voice provider is japanese, there is a very strong accent in there XD. Im excited to see if producers will be able to tune her well enough to make the accent less prevalent (which would make her sound a lot better).

Caellel

Melty Blood!

I've been playing a lot of BlazBlue on my psv recently, and that made me wanna fire up Melty Blood for some fun. Melty Blood (as you may or may not know) is a fighting game based on some of the Type-Moon universe.

I'm not very good at fighting games...but Melty Blood is a little, tiny bit forgiving because you can can string some strong attacks into weak attacks (called reverse beat) to get a solid hitstun on the first hit and then pull into a combo with quicker weak attacks.

I had so much fun with it i decided to record some of my matches vs a hard ai. No flashy combos here...i just try to cheese a couple of basic attacks into a tech every now and then. I mostly try to poke...but im absolutely terrible at blocking so i get dumpstered pretty easily XD (as you will see):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p-xdE7vrvno&feature=youtu.be

also, if you're curious...heres how the combos look like when you actually know how to play the game:

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